one week

i can not believe myself i will wait for one person for one week. and whether there is a answer or not. just wait here..but 2 days left and there is no any messages or emails...only wait here. what is wrong with me anyway... and can i call him as my boyfriend or not? god...i am crazy i know that. he did not say he love me or miss me and did not pick up my call...why i am still here and waiting for him for one unbelieveable answer or even there will be nothing else .... no hope ..nothing... but he didnot konw all i wanna do is find a way back into love...only this..nothing else..he didnot understand ..even myself donot know whether i can trust him or not..far away from me and without a word...just best friend? or after one week become to be my boyfriend? how fool i am..love such a guy and still love him even he just gone without a word ...perhaps i should leave and forget him...one week for me is long enough to love one person and as well is long enough to forget one. one week can hurt me but one month will kill me...whatever it will be..i know i will find my new life in uk..all my dream